人与人之间的关系处理得太微妙了，那么真实又那么吸引人。我也想和别人不正式地聊聊烦恼，然后脱口而出一句so fucking depressing

大半截入土的老家伙，丧偶、身体健康出状况、心理健康出状况，子女不如意，财务出状况，各种问题应接不暇，没有谁比谁活得容易，从头损到尾几十年不离不弃，活得潇洒不油腻。希望我老了的时候，也能拥有自己的生活，从容笑对人生。

送走一位又一位女探员，留下铁打的garcia和走了又回来的JJ【金发J的战斗力从开始的华春莹级别一路升级到古墓丽影劳拉级别居然毫无违和感】

👉我的老年。“We are all scared. But you know why? Because it's a scary fucking world. But we get through it because we're not alone.” “It hurts to be human. It hurts like hell. And all the exploring in the world doesn't make that hurt go away because being human and being hurt are the same damn thing.” 书缝crease 无止境的悲痛unrelenting sorrow 老生常谈陈词滥调platitude 善变fickle 耍心眼snippy 弦外之音riddled with overtones 古怪flaky 脾气暴躁brittle 没营养treacly 饥渴难耐hot for trot 俯首帖耳personal footstool

氛围渲染到了，可惜情绪也没藏住更多